I am desperate and helpless and angry. So so angry. Mom sent several msgs. Angry and apologetic. But in my anger I responded rudely. Tried sending apologies later but I guess the damage is done. I take 5 steps forward and 40 steps backwards!!!!
I need cigarettes.. or weed or alcohol. I need to smoke NOW! Something. Anything. Am out of anything at home. Am desperate. Help me god. Please!