OFF

My new doc cut me OFF. Off from alcohol, off from drugs, from online dating, from crazy parties, from creative work, from theatre, from reading, from writing… from everything that I have been hooked to for the past year… and some that have defined my life and who I am. Interestingly, as hard as it for me to adhere to in the beginning, it started showing results pretty soon. People around me noticed a positive energy. A feeling of hope returned. That I can be cured, that I will be well… and soon. Not without a struggle, ofcourse. But the possibility of complete recovery and a return to “normalcy”… gave HOPE!

And as goes the saying in hindi “Umeed pe duniya kaayam” (roughly translated: Hope sustains life) all I can do now is cling on to any ray of hope I can lay my hands on.

Since I cant read other blogs or about my illness anymore, I shall henceforth write about how I have been feeling and what my doc suggests I do. If am able to recover and his method is good, then hopefully, it will help someone out there as well 🙂

Until then, switch off and hope!

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