If there was a list of my favourite things to do then making lists would probably top that list. So to calm my nerves a bit… I made lists.
List of things to pack. List of places to see. Things to do. Things not to do. And not making lists topped that list.
I’m still extremely excited. But given the events that happened over the last some time, I’m now not sure if leaving now is the right thing to do. I definitely cannot afford a trip which serves no purpose different from what my house here serves. Definitely not financially.
So still excited but also very apprehensive. Confused. Wish I had someone to speak to who could help me get clarity. Maybe I’ll just make a pro con list.