Standard Posted by the narrator Posted on October 8, 2016 Posted under Rambling Comments 13 Comments Up I’m so freaking worked up. I can’t sleep. I have noone to talk to. I’m going crazy. What do I do? How do I stop and just get some sleep? This is helping… thank you once again writing. Without you I’d have given up long back. Advertisements Share this:TwitterFacebookGoogleLike this:Like Loading... Related Bipolarhypermaniasleepsuicidewrite Post navigation ← Why! Day 9- Saturday’s silver lining → 13 thoughts on “Up” I will talk if you want. Reply Thank you so much. I think I worked myself up into a frenzy and broke down enough to be calm for now. It’s almost 5am here. How’re you doing? Reply Well left a job that was making me physically and emotionally sick, feel guilty but after seeing my doctor, he recommended I leave. Trying to pick up the pieces. Oh ok… so quite some day for you too. Does it feel good that you did something good for yourself? I can imagine the guilt… but I hope the positives will rule out the negatives. Sorry if I’m blabbering. Very tired with the constant switches between depression and mania in a day. well it is a double edged sword. On one hand I removed myself from a bad situation but on the other I am left with no job and being home too much with no enough to do causes depression. Hmmm… what are you interested in? Other than writing… maybe that will help fill up your time till your next job. Or how about writing something everyday based on a random pic? I’m sorry… I’m not very good at this. Any time you feel like talking, I could listen though 🙂 hope something works out soon… I would like to do water sports but not near an ocean. Lol Hahaha… how about going swimming? Maybe join some class. Water aerobics… will be difficult to begin with but then the love for water might keep you going 🙂 I’m near an ocean right now. Haven’t done the water sports yet. Scared they will say I’m too fat… hahaha… I know I’m not. Still. Well I am going to join a gym soon, so that is something. Lately, I have been not wanting to do much but read, drink coffee, and watch the news. I actually indulged in it till I really wanted get off my ass and do something. Think that helped me. 🙂 Lately, all I have been feeling like doing is sitting with my cats, reading, watching movies, and enjoying nature. Everything else just seems like one big chore or burden. I feel you. That’s the reason I started my blog. Just to write it helps. You are not alone. I feel the same feelings and have the same thoughts Reply Thank you 🙂 Reply Leave a Reply Cancel reply Enter your comment here... Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Email (required) (Address never made public) Name (required) Website You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out / Change ) You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out / Change ) You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out / Change ) You are commenting using your Google+ account. ( Log Out / Change ) Cancel Connecting to %s Notify me of new comments via email.