Why is it so hard? Every conversation. Every minute of every fucking day. Why is everything so hard? When can I just be normal? Talk normally. Care. Interact. Have relationships. Not just a boy friend. But friends. Family. Anything. Why is everything so intense?
Why am I manic and depressed and sleepless and tired and numb and racy all at once? And ok, I am… now how do I deal with it and be functional?