I’m getting the feeling that I’m slipping into mania. I have this strong urge to restart my company. To have an office. To wear formals. To dress up daily. To go to an office where even if noone cares about you, you feel important. There is conversation. You make decisions. You meet people. Feel productive. You make money that gives you a high. You have affordability.
A sudden craving to do all that is hitting me. Along with the confidence that i will do it very very well!
I’m aware and trying to work through it. But I can’t help wanting to go through that high.
Mania… You seductive little jerk!