Stoned

That moment when you realise that you aren’t enough…

To compensate for your baggage, insecurities and limitations

For someone to take the effort to put up with all that to want to be with you, forever

To love you even though you aren’t whole

To give you what you want even though you don’t deserve it

 To be wanted. Loved. To be family.

You just aren’t enough! And no matter what you do… You never will be.

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2 thoughts on “Stoned

  1. It hurts so much to feel this way – but humans emotions are strange and fickle – just because one person wasn’t able to accept you completely doesn’t mean nobody else will. You ARE enough. We all are.

  2. I doubt if that’s true. Not in a depressed pessimistic way. I’m optimistically hopeful that I will be. But realistically speaking, I’m hurt, needy, and have loads of baggage and insecurities. But I’m also crazy fun. How can any one person be ok with all that? I’ll never be enough. But that’s ok. I’m learning to accept that.

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