Day 45- Mixed popcorn

I haven’t slept for more than 2 hours in days. I’m happy even though my life is going to the dogs. I’m excited and confident. I believe I’m smart and hot and caring and sexy! I believe people will love me and want me and hmmm….

I’m manic and i love it!

What? I’m nothing more than a worthless piece of shit who noone wants. I’m fat and ugly and extremely stupid along with being selfish.

I’m depressed and I want to die!

I’m the mixed bag of popcorn at movie theatres, half cheese half caramel. In the dark, during the movie you grab a handful and you don’t know which you get. Sometimes sweet, sometimes cheese, sometimes a mix of both.

I’m the add on that makes a movie fun. But noone goes to a theatre for the popcorn!


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