Just a few days back I’d made some resolutions. To spend time with myself, watch what I need to feel uplifted, talk to myself, walk, ride, listen to music, etc.
Not even been a month and I’m off the list. I haven’t been consciously doing any of those on any day. Some days have been good just by luck. But the bad days hit worse because I don’t do what I need to. My self preservation is very very low.
Maybe that’s what I should add to my resolutions. 🙂
After talking to A and realising that I was anxious without reason, I cried to vent my anxiety, washed clothes, swept and mopped the house, cooked dinner, washed vessels and ate while watching Gilmore girls. Feeling much better again 🙂
The resolutions were for a reason. Need to learn to stick to them.