Day 76 part 1- Focus

I got so obsessed with the whole drama around C and how life is and the lack of humanity in the world that I fucked things up with A.

How do I do this? Get so affected by random things that might be important but in the process I hurt people who are more important. I lose focus on everything else in my mad confused state of trying to understand the world.

Why? Everything was going so well. Why did I have to do this!!

Or is C more important to me than A? Do I love her more than I love him? After all she does offer friendship, and he just love. Gosh, I need focus!!

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