I realised that I slipped up again. If i was depressed, I was supposed to take the day off. Not do things that tire me out and make me crash.
But even yesterday I didn’t read the signs properly and finally crashed. But after the marathon crying and sleeping, I woke up today to a quick breakfast of instant noodles, since I was hungry but too lazy to cook, then cleaned up the house, washed clothes, went to the cafe, discussed work, bought provisions and returned home to a nice lunch of mushroom frittatas with bread and cheese.
Now I’m relaxing for a while since I’m too worked up to fall asleep. I plan to get up in a bit, have a pancake while watching something and then head off to the beach. 🙂 The countdown continues.