Day 86 part 1- Can’t or won’t

The depression is killing me. I’m trying so hard. To do things. Cook. Eat. Go to cafe. But I’m not able to. I can’t stop crying. The pain is so terrible. So tiring. I’m trying. I just can’t. I can’t. I want to. I can’t. It’s not that I won’t.

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9 thoughts on “Day 86 part 1- Can’t or won’t

  1. Hang in there, Sista. I completely know where you’re coming from. There are so many things we “want” to do, but when it comes down to actually getting out there and doing them, it’s another story. My therapist taught me to be proud of ANY accomplishment each day. Unfortunately, sometimes that accomplishment is making it out of bed. Not supposed to be hard on ourselves for it, but it’s damn near impossible, isn’t it? I hope that the rest of the holidays were a bit better for you. Sending bipolar love your way. – The Owl

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