I am thinking of moving out of Bangalore. To goa. Alone. Scared. Overwhelmed.
I am more functional here. Way more. I could take up a job. Regular mainstream job that doesn’t require my mind. The small city ambience and lack of crowd helps.
I’m scared. Nervous. Want to talk to someone.
Bangalore was home. My home. Since I left my hometown. Wherever I went, I returned there like a homing pigeon. Now I have nothing there anymore. Noone. And once I move out, I’ll have no place there either.
I’ll then truly be homeless! Hahaha… Interesting thought when I’m already overwhelmed.