First recovery from depression of this year. Yaaaaay.
Am glad my cycles are this fast. It’s extremely intense but it passes in about 2 days.
A and I’ve decided that I should switch off even from him on those days. This intensity is something he can’t handle or support me through either. Initially I felt bad but it makes sense.
He has supported me for a year while I dealt with my baggage. Why should he continue supporting me while getting nothing in return? Why should anyone?
The problem is that I am giving in return. It isn’t much but it’s all I have. Hahaha…
Can’t blame them if it really doesn’t mount to much. Right? 🙂
I feel like a snail in a cheetah race. However fast I try to run or how much ever effort I put in, I’ll never catch up. All I can do is keep trying I guess.
Anyway, I finally managed to order drinking water and provisions for the month. Now just have to open the door for delivery. I managed to wake up by 3pm, have lunch and not cause any damage the whole day 🙂 Yaaaaay!!