It’s not his pain. He needn’t care about it. Nor she. Nor they.
Noone needs to care about it. Or help you with it.
It’s your pain. The one thing on earth that’s truly and completely yours. Only yours.
Some people some times might help you with the pain. But expecting that help will only lead to more pain. A loop from which there is no escape. A Möbius strip.
Physical, mental, emotional… every pain is just yours.
I wish I had someone to share it with. I’m tired.
A bipolar diary 
Keep pushing! I’d like to think the pain eventually subsides.
I sure hope it does. 🙂